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because i still remember and i still do

so, it's taken a while for me to start on the second chapter...but here it goes.
 
chapter two
My stomach felt funny when I wake up. I ran to the bathroom to puke. I walked back out to where I passed out. There was some liquor in the bottle, I picked it up and downed it to rinse my mouth of the raunchy vomit taste.
I picked up my phone
"tommy", the screen glowed as it beeped.
"hullo?" I asked groggily "what do you want Tommy?"
"dude, we've got a gig tonight....lets meet at your moms coffee shop." He said, responsible for once. And hung up the phone.
I jumped in the shower. the warm water felt nice on my tense body. I'm not in the best shape right now, but after I scrub my body clear of all the grim and a layer of my skin, I feel better. I pulled on a pair of skinny jeans and looked around for a shirt. Damn. no clean ones, I saw a black one in the corner of the closet. As I picked it up, I saw it was the old Green Day t-shirt Anna gave me. I smelt clean so I threw it on. I grabbed my car keys as I raced out the door. I wanted to get out before Chris' girls woke up. They like to make breakfast naked.
I walked into my moms coffee shop, and was glad when I didn't see Anna. Maybe I could just forget about her. Tommy, Chris, and Evan showed up about thirty minutes later. It's funny because they don't have a car and if I leave before them, they have to walk.
 
not done yet gonna shower brb

{okay, so I know I haven't been on in a really long time. I guess I'm sorry for that...do I have to be? Any who, I'm writing this story, and look at everything in the blue picture....imagine this is the girl in the story, Anna. just try to come up with your own idea of her. And same with the green one, but for the boy, Steven...um yah bye!}
 
Rage and Love-Chapter One
 
I took off my ray-bans as I walked into my moms coffee shop. I got in line behind this big smelly guy, and with one breath, pulled my shirt over my nose dramatically. After he ordered I walked up to the counter to greet a stunning girl, she looked about my age. I noticed her hair first, tied up with a black bandana it was a pale blue. Something about her eyes, the way they changed constantly from a pale blue, to green, to grey, with yellow specks seemed startlingly familiar. I could see she had been through a great deal of pain in her eyes, despite the brilliant smile she was wearing. I was so deep in those eyes, she had to ask twice before I heard her.
"What would you like? Eh-hem, dude? What do you want?" She asks a bit annoyed. I look around and saw she was the only one working there. My mom must've been in the back.
" uhhh, a black coffee, with a lot of sugar" I said, a drink i had picked up from an old friend.
I sat down at a tall table and waited for my drink. The song playing switched to Mayday Parade, kids in love i think. I looked up and saw the blue haired girl dance as she made my drink. Those hips, they seemed familiar too.
"Steven?" She said as she set the cup down. My hand brushed all the rings she was wearing as i grabbed my drink. I sat back down as i waited for Tommy, the singer of my band to show up. I spun the cup around in my hand, and something startled me. /happy twenty-first birthday/ it said under my name. I looked back at the girl. How did she know it was my birthday?
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I have been waiting for about an hour when i see the girl leave the counter. I look at the cup on the table and try to place her in my mind. I still can't, to much drinking maybe. Sure it's the big two-o today but do you honestly think i haven't had a drink before? As the girl walks out of the back room i get a better look at her. She is startlingly skinny, but still with a nice butt and big boobs. She looks like she would freeze her ass off. With short shorts and an old pink floyd shirt. I look at her shoes and see how worn they are, maybe six years old at least. I've seen them before. I grab her arm. Scared by the fact i can fit my hand around her wrist.
"How did you know it was my birthday?" I ask her seriously. All I get in response is a smirk, as she yanks her hand away and walks out the door.
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" hey mom, you know that girl who works at Starbucks? Do i know her?" I ask her as i eat a burger. I had to go to dinner tonight so i could talk to her. Plus tommy never showed so i had nothing better to do.
"The one with the blue hair? Yes. Anna? Don't you remember her?" She asks with a weird look on her face. "You guys were totally in love and then she jus stopped coming around. I always meant to ask, what happened?"
 
I remember that awful day. At about six in the morning she came knocking on my door. Crying. A lot, she kissed me, hard. And said she was breaking up with me. She wouldn't quit crying, and i didn't find out what was wrong for like six months. She stopped coming to school, and i had gotten really depressed. It turns out, that day she took a shit load of pills and had to go to the hospital and get her stomach pumped. She had tried to kill herself. That was senior year, i saw her at graduation. She was like second in her class. She still looked the same then, depressed, long brown hair, and her normal attire. I had always missed her.
"Oh. " i said taking one last bite of my burger before getting in my car and leaving. I loved this car. It was an old, baby blue Mercedes convertible. Anna and i had talked about running away in this car. Just driving forever. I turned up the music really loud and pulled out a cigarette.
When i drove up to the apartment it looked like someone was having a party. I unlocked the door and saw tommy next to some guy snorting coke. Evan sitting in the corner with a drunk Alyssa sitting on his lap. And Chris on the couch with three whore-ish looking girls. On the way to my room I saw Lexi sitting on the floor.
"Are they fucking?" I asked her, pointing to my bedroom door. She nodded. Originally, Brownie and i were supposed to get an apartment with our girlfriends, and that worked out well enough i guess. I just happen to be single. But him and his girlfriend had been together since seventh grade. Its some crazy shit. It woulda been the same with me and Anna, but....i walked back into the living room and grabbed a bottle of vodka and sat in the corner. The least i could do is block out my memories of her. Before i knew it i was asleep.

moves like jaggar~Maroon 5
 
So I was at this restrant with my family, in vegas and theye had this game where if you guessed tthe name of the song and the artist you could get a free shot, and they played this song and I won!b= but my stepmom wouldn't let me drink the shot :(

Some random title
 
again horrible set idk I'm bored

Seventy times 7~ Brand New
 
Sorry, this set is pretty bad, I made it quick. I'm getting a lot of my hair dyed purple tomorrow! I'm so excited. Then I'm gonna hang with my boyfriend, and one of my best friends until I have to take a two hour drive to somewhere for my brothers baseball tournament.
love Ya"ll